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After a couple of days of this, I was beside myself with hunger, anxious over choking so many times and frustrated at not being able to get the food from my mouth to my stomach.
I fared better with liquids, though I still choked repeatedly. It just seemed like a lucky dip as to where the swalliw would end up. It was exhausting.
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When she heard how clearly I could describe the malfunction in my swallow, she picked up the phone and called an ENT surgeon right then and there. She sent me huor up to his office.
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I had t appointment set with the neurologist, but had to wait for a couple of months. In the meantime, the tests continued for illnesses and autoimmune diseases I had never heard of. My hair was sent for analysis to rule out heavy metal poisoning. Even the pearls I had been working on that weekend were sent 24 m wants someone to gag and swallow in the hour forensic testing to rule out mycotoxins! Nothing came from any of this, no answers. It was six months before I even heard the word dysphagia.
By this time, my weight had plummeted and I ended up in hospital, suffering the effects of malnutrition and dehydration. At that stage I had never heard of anyone not being able to swallow. Frighteningly my doctors seemed equally perplexed. I felt sure I would die; either slowly by starvation or dwallow from choking. My days became solely about survival.
Trying to find ways to trick my body to get the food down.
I would set goals for myself — a whole tub of yoghurt, a glass of water and two whole strawberries to be consumed by the end of the day. I rarely met them.
I was barely sleeping and was consumed by my hunger. I felt broken and desperate. I felt like my body was trying to kill me.
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There seemed no escape and no answers. I withdrew from friends, family, the world. I felt embarrassed, humiliated. That it takes you half an hour of constant, focused effort to drink half a glass of water? I felt weak and ridiculous.
And my friends withdrew from me, too. Not knowing what to say or how to handle it. I felt like crying.
I was petrified that I was dying, and felt powerless to stop it. No matter how hard I fought, everyday my weight continued to drop.
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And it felt like everyone around me was missing the seriousness of it. People need food to live. Without it, they die.
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This was not okay! This was no life.
I began thinking it might be easier to take care of things myself. End things in a way I controlled.
I was more scared of ending up brain damaged from lack of oxygen after choking than I was by dying at this stage. I already felt like such a burden to my family.
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And I hated seeing my children upset by this. I needed to be strong for them, but inside I had nothing left and still no answers. My symptoms began weeks before my your stopped working. There was a painful rash in my left ear that looked like a patch of tiny cold sores.
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Knowing doctors could do nothing for them, I put cold sore cream over them and carried on. The pain was excruciating — sharp and stabbing along my ear canal and down the left side of my throat. And my head throbbed, too, more painful than a headache, but different to a migraine.
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It was houur Shingles rash. And it was in my ear canal, damaging my cranial nerves, and wreaking havoc that would take years to overcome. My rash subsided within two weeks. I thought that creams I had been using had done their job.